March 12, 2012

• Rambings…

  Weekends are pure torture. 

  I miss my daughter so much, it hurts.  I wonder if I did all right by her.  She is now 20, and still living in Hawaii.  I saw her and my son and daughter-in-law and grand kids 2 years ago, I miss them terribly!

  I am disliking being alone, yet I wonder how much I would have to sacrifice, or compromise if I DID get into a relationship?  Would it be worth it.  I can’t imagine being alone, as I get older.

  I have 2 cats that I love dearly, but it’s not the same as having a warm body around.

  It’s rainy and cloudy today-doesn’t help my mood.

  I need to get back into reading  my book, as it’s due in 9 days, but my concentration seems off so much.

  Is Jassmine ok?! (Judi Singleton), I worry that something may have happened-she hasn’t posted since the 2nd, and that was after she had a heart attack, and kidney failure!  I pray she is ok?!

  I can’t wait to move, I am so tired of living here-it’s been 14 years…I want to go to a 55+ high rise, but the waiting list is closed right now :/

  Sorry if this seems like a pity party, but it’s how I feel today.

  Much love to all who come here!

   

   

   

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