February 17, 2008
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Toto,
You were the love of my life,
I love you so…I found 2 old IMs from him-he did tell me he loved me!!
Thanks for your understanding and comfort-it’s only
been 2 weeks-the tears come and go…I will be ok, knowing
how beyond happy he is…I love you!!

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Comments (28)
i know, sweet laurie. words aren’t enough here. i feel you and your heart.
*the biggest hug i can give*
*respectful silence*
:whocares: Love you Laurie
Aw.
You are still in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you and lots of love, C.
I am still praying for you Laurie.
I send love.
Words aren’t enough…..but my thoughts and prayers are still with you…………especially at night when it’s sooooooo quiet……I am sooooo very sorry for your loss……….huge hugs…….i wish i could do or say more to ease your pain!…………may you find minimal comfort in his peace which i know you spoke of……..cling to that at this time as hard as it is……I am soooo very sorry…….
:heartbeat:
I don’t know what to say except that I am so very sorry for your loss; no one can be so arrogant to feel your pain, but I do wish you the strength to go on, and go on you will…he would have wanted it that way.
blessings and prayers, love you!:heartbeat:
sage
My dear Laurie , I feel your distress .I send to you my tender thoughts .
Love
Michel
~*~*~BIG HUGS~*~*~ It just doesn’t get easier huh? It will in time sweetie. For now, relish your memories and talk of him all the time. It will get better I promise. I am sure he is right there with you. :heartbeat:
wishing you the strength to heal from your loss… :heartbeat:
prayers, hugs, and love
Hugs Laurie…
I know these words are rather empty, but it will get better…
:heartbeat:
I think about you every day, Laurie. I wish you all kinds of strength during this challenging time. Love you!
Life is just so busy at the moment, forgive my lack of comments. But I have visited and you my beautiful soul have been in my daily thoughts. I wish I had words to ease your heart, but I don’t believe any exist. Suffice it to say, I would hug you if I could, I would make it all better if I could… but I CAN love you and support you across this ether and through all your days.
Love and care beyond my dear friend,
SA
((((( Laurie ))))) I’m glad you found those IM’s. Your profound grief tugs at my heart.
Somehow I missed this. I’m sorry. I just don’t read often enough, but I will try harder.
The ache never completely subsides, but to totally block it out seems wrong too. It is our memories and our love that makes those who we have loved and lost immortal. The physical passes away, but the love goes on.
{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}
I’m so glad you found the IMs from Toto. Give yourself permission to feel a wide range of emotions. Two weeks hasn’t been much time. :heartbeat:
Kathi
You will be OK! :heartbeat: :heartbeat:
Laurie, so sorry to hear about your loss. Hugs and prayers for you. Don’t forget that I owe you a cat picture – hopefully that might cheer you up. RYC: Yeah, I’m working on getting one of those lamps from the VA.
The good thing is you know he loved you in a special way that no one can take away….BearHugs n Prayers to you….
ryc-I posted the photos cause you asked me too. I hope you like them.
unfortunately that is the truth. this weather that we have been having is just not doing it for anyone these days, on top of the flu strains constant mutation.
stay well … much love.
The image behind the words seems to somehow fit what i feel is the vibe you have in your world where everything is acutely felt and that includes the sweet with the bitter. I know the messages from him that you found mean the world to you. I live in Alabama, fortunately cold is not a major factor.
:heartbeat:Oh I am so happy for you that you found those* Laurie:wink::heartbeat: So glad…I know it must have been thrilling and sad too..just the.biggest hugs to you sweet friend..* lots of :heartbeat:love, Lee
Big hugs, Laurie. Riding_Hood